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It has been over 3 years since ive looked at my notes here, and i have found that i have started to grow up...but i can never give up on her, see for 3 years shes always been in my  heart. Monica Garcia, she was always that one girl, and all in my other entries i look back and laugh at what i said, but one thing i can say will always be true, i love her very much, as a friend and as more. it has been 2 years since i have actually seen her, for i have moved states, but one day i plan to go back and see the girl i have been waiting for. the day i get to hug and and hold her in my arms once again.

they think i would give up.... but i wouldnt...... but now i understand the whole brother sister thing, its cuz she dosent like me.... and i understand,we dont have to be like that.... we can just be friends, she could of just said that to me, i wouldnt have been hurt, but some people i guess are just like that, they hide things from you, but thats ok monica dosent have to tell me anything. but jessica started all this crap.... she was testing me to see if i gave up on monica... i wanted jessica to believe i did and it did..... i dont want her in my business anymore.... by reading this she will know....but i dont care anymore....

does she? no she doesnt......... well i want to know, i like her but i dont know if she likes me. i want to be with her but i dont know if she wants to be with me?...... i want to know, but she wont tell me....she would be the one girl in the whole world i want to be with. she means alot to me, but do i mean alot to her?.... i will find out......i like her alot,but she thinks she means nothing 2 me, she means alot to me